However yesterday i had a funny turn, not the panics as normal, but the new ‘thing’ that is affecting me; a stinging internal feeling that shoots down my legs and feels like the blood stops coz my feet get instant cramps. Anyway this has also mutated into a nasty turn like the panics.
I went to get tea and milk from the local supermarket. Felt just ok, no probs, but got out of the car and must have had a funny turn, i remember hitting the car that was all. Now i’ve got a bad back and all scuffs down my arm. I felt really odd, and people just gave me dirty looks and walked past 😦 bastard country I am so lonely and I hate it and every one of the bastards living here.